This isn't right And for once I mean this And that's what mainstream's all about Since I was an infant, a child then a kid People helped, but I didn't see it Inside your bed Ahh, yes I do And my bags are packed I have to run away or else I'm gonna drop That I put myself in I gave you my heart because it was yours to take Fade away All my wants and needs I'll have to bide my time It's been burning deep inside me And since you left me In a cloud of sheets So just throw me away ______________________________ Your thoughts from me Her words, they rescue me She went to college I wonder if she's missed me Maybe this time I'll say the right thing I'm staring at the ceiling now It won't be the first time That you'll write What has happened Maybe I'll find a friend Once we get this famous things will never be the same For how I feel inside Won't you stay until the end? ______________________________ Let me tell you how it's going to be You ignored me I got a home Then I slept weeks Whenever you need ______________________________ ______________________________ Are we for real or are we pretend? This life will come crashing down So let's go, you want to? I guess it's cause Santa hates me Do you think we might Doesn't mean you can't be sad For a moment, let's just pretend Or if I write I was never the one As she turns and looks at me You opened up the box About you The fate and destiny waiting out there? I see your face in a crowd Are we for real or are we pretend? There's something missing from this bed The fault is only my own Will you please be that friend? And he is passing by me For either side Just cause it makes you feel good That I'd forget? All of them are the same Is when I'm alone in my room That you and I are meant to be For this girl that I know I should be dating I'll tell you now You taught me what was right And as everything falls away Turned into my first kiss This is the last You put me back together But if I knew how to fix it I don't know why There's something missing from this bed Do you fall asleep Talking through this text Without you on your side When it's dark and I shut my eyes Should I go to her door or will we just ignore That you are on my mind Forgive me And now I'm more thankful for what I have Just so I could get high And the past is just that ______________________________ To me or to you And what you want me to do I wish you good luck and godspeed At the finish line It straight up hits me So if I do the wrong thing And don't stop moving I doubt they would be happy Doesn't mean it's not wrong ______________________________ I came to the party looking to score Cause of me Smiling at each other as we passed in the hall ______________________________ a song I'll never sing Ironic how this one would break a promise Just know I try to try for you Just climb or fall from the top? And even though we're not together You're not my mother I'm sorry Do you have something to say? And I wanna lose the memories we share When I stuck up for you That it's on her doorstep when she gets out there But my heart's still broken It won't be the first time To find out my purpose It's okay, being off in another plane I'll still remember what I wrote I just know Will always have their place So I sit here With a porno vid I'll stay on the sinking ship Boy was I a fool I just can't sleep Are we just crazy? Is this a lie? I can honestly say Together we'll be celebrating What's done is done Could I have loved you a little more? I just long to feel your touch But it's on the mend When we go mainstream I can live without So I guess it's over Have a Merry Christmas I want to find love again And even if it's for the best Maybe I'm missing Your smile, your eyes You can go try to find yourself Will you have kept your notes It's my fault But ignorance is bliss I know, it's true To all the ones that rejected me Would I ever be complete again? You're ready and so am I This is the last time The night of the dance, your eyes smiled And I swore I'd never change This isn't right ______________________________ Never let me go... Don't think I don't care To you tonight I lied to myself and my friends I thought it would never ______________________________ Up to your room Do you really need me? It's like I've hardly got them The way your lies And I'm stuck begging friends for a ride And as I sleep I'll tell you now Even though she doesn't want to be alone I'm fed up, someone else can try for me And as I fall asleep I wonder You've got your bags and they are packed Doesn't mean you can't be sad So I guess it's over And now I feel fear To be in love with a girl Talk to me now I think of how things would be on our first date I am a better person Everything I have left of me and you Is it crazy to stay? And what makes you happy now As much as it is paining I'll tell you now As she turns and looks at me On the bench at the footbal game, would I be right Maybe it's a mixed message ______________________________ I keep going back to you And I'll tell you now everything seems to be a race A bastard friend took her away In the afternoon But you've been here this whole time I saw you today Along with our song So let's be rebels, this town will never be the same Could I have loved you a little more? She can't wait to hear the band play To you with this song Not the person that raised me Just know Here, it's all the same Just let you take me When we go mainstream With your disguise You say you haven't felt that way for awhile A quiet night spent alone Is just a poster And I know you'll be red Cause You can have me baby I can't be blamed Writing things you'll never read The last song I write Just pleading, "Tell me where we stand" But you've been here this whole time And time that we misspent So I just gave up And I don't want to be the guy My ears swallow all of hers, they've been digested Be falling in love again Maybe tomorrow things will seem more clear The Christmas spirit continues to fall The last tear I cry The point of this all Hide my thoughts and my feelings Just cast me aside So let's go, you want to? And She blames herself That you and I are meant to be Being famous and getting arrested; the real American Dream! Yeah! I'm alone for the holidays So no more hiding And I'm trying But if I knew how to fix it Just stay out of my life Be in way over my head Will she see anything in me? Maybe I’ll find a friend I won't wait for a second chance It is 11:53 As if we're from different worlds sharing 20 minutes of laughter She wishes she never lived What's important to you and to me Was it not enough space? And she don't think she can stop Don’t try and make amends And I know Gotta move forward I'll breathe again one day How do I know that I'm still alive? When you're staring at the ground I just hope that He lets you see There's no holidays The last morning I wake up, thinking it’s much too soon Who needs a conscience I can make up excuses And as everything falls away So I find myself at your feet again But I promised myself I'd never fall Might be wrong tomorrow When it's dark and I shut my eyes You've seen inside of me I feel that you were wronged Telling the same lie Cause of me All alone in your room? Don't worry about me So I'm asleep Should you? I turn and look the other way I hope our spirits get a lift You can go try to find yourself You were looking at the stars That time is gone Never look back So just throw me away So I guess it's over Hide behind four little walls But he knows and I know You say you won’t Some are players, some are played Close the door Where my morals end I know, it's true Dancing in my head And I think I might Katie please don't be pissed That you and I are meant to be Friends say I should've knew it oh yeah Just runaway To say that it was perfect scene? Wishing I would die And why marry your new girlfriend? It was you that laid it to rest, inside my back Doesn't mean it's not bad Someone who understands me Place trust in me To all the ones that lied Cause I'm not a thug I'm not like the rest of them So if I do the wrong thing I'll tell you now But ignorance is bliss Maybe you'll still think about me night I don't know why Someone I can love completely What you did I think you could I got the help It isn't easy falling in love Just listen to what I say When all you do is hide He gets in his inside of his car You're not my mother I’ll just find them, set them free ______________________________ Do you think we might I don't understand what you saw Of you again and again Maybe tonight we'll be dating (Or maybe not...) ______________________________ Could one day bring sorrow ______________________________ I know that I was wrong And the house you grew up in You'll be red hot Please just let it be a dream That it's on her doorstep when she gets out there I work my hands to the bone That it's beautiful I wanna be mainstream She only likes me when she's flying But just like everything else in my life To all the girls I’ve liked And even if it's for the best And I feel that it's been too long A different hand Cause you're just a buncha sellouts ______________________________ And just my luck, I found the perfect whore ______________________________ Don't go, don't leave I couldn't go on, I was just stuck It was you that laid it to rest, inside my back Is to say you had your chance Just regret it ______________________________ We won't work cause I'm not the right guy Some get fucked, some get laid Just cause it makes you feel good Sophomore year was Catherine We still tried How do I know that I'm still alive? I've got a broken heart Where you weren't in my bed You held me tight like never before I grow tired of waiting Tried to watch a movie I’ve saved my last dance I was never a member Tired of this world sending me reeling If you think that too All she says is "Hey" and she's got me hooked I go to work, I'm tired and tired of waiting Just cast me aside ______________________________ No, you can't, don't do this to me Why is it that I want to try? Just listen to what I have to say And the past is just that Remember the promise that you made to me But in our own world things are perfect I just can't sleep I've been waiting, could this be my second chance? Of how I totalled a car Without you on your side Looking at each other Cause it just isn't good To go out Friday night How do I know that I'm still alive? It was just something I couldn't get On my report card I'll be counting hours until Christmas ends Inside of you that you're afraid to show And what makes you happy now I remember wanting more I've got cards with no names Will you pick up And all the times I sinned Hide my thoughts and my feelings Just listen to what I have to say Not on Christmas Tell me why you always think things are so bad You're not ready and so am I I can't be blamed Barely making minimum wage Just runaway Or will I get the machine I gave up, I couldn't pretend But I can't do much more than complaining I try to find you I just know things aren’t the way they seem Then tossed me to the side and then left me in slump And I'm wondering now Everything's a mess Would I fail, should I give it up? Song I write Because of you I never thought I'd hear me tell Along with our song I wish I could wake up next to you... Silently whispers an awful wish You can’t hide ______________________________ To all the girls I’ve liked She pulls me in and I taste her kiss Have that something something? I've left myself behind So just throw me away Wishing I would die ______________________________ And all the things that happened Maybe this time I'll say the right thing ______________________________ What it is that makes you perfect Your thoughts from me And what you did Never look back Suprised it lasted longer than a day Down by the docks in downtown Wolfeboro I could've done ______________________________ But now I can see your veins are filled with ice You seem so fake to me I'll tell you now Cause everytime I turn around I turned the other way With the Stepford wife That we're innocent But try for yourself and not for I Somehow I feel this thing It's your only chance Just one of a million things that I miss Forgive me As long as I've been alive Like an emotional hermit And I'm trying I’m finally over you Now just listen to what I mean Elizabeth and Stacy We still tried It's like I've hardly got them You'll be red hot Not on Christmas Maybe tomorrow things will seem more clear I wanna hear those 16 and 17 year old girls sing Cause Notes and cards a picture or two You’re about to walk out of my life "I'm sorry" was the first thing that you said And so do you And who needs to eat? Cause your life sure isn't perfect But I can't place blame You'll be red hot And things were changed You and a friend Won't you stay until the end? Cause I'm alone For you, for you She doesn't hide from or hate me I keep going back to you Just know There's no dirt on our hands If life had dealt me Flying high as a kite I'm sure I'll be okay 'Cause in our world things are perfect I'm alone That time on the bus I just I only like her when she's drunk She only likes me when she's drunk And your face contorts as you hold it back Summer before high school starts The times I was confused But this is the last Maybe tomorrow things will seem more clear But as I rest my head I know I should care Maybe I'll be kept awake, maybe I'll sleep tight It's nearly 3 am We did what we did Just listen to what I say And when I'm with her I remember the friendships that were just betrayals and lies I never got high Could one day bring sorrow Or say something dumb Drunk on the stairs snoring But it's just another Christmas alone for me Loved a girl from a different part I still have 'em I hear that you said you want to die I’m someone to trust But I couldn't give up What would he say or do? Can I please have one more try? Even if it's something I regret Move on In front of my friends You're just gonna cheat on her in the end Wondering When I think of her I can't help but wish Our love will never end I look at the tree No not anymore You've got friends and family I'm sorry Maybe it's a learned lesson (That in two months I've forgot) But, I'm so nervous, unable to speak I'll This place is dark I hope at night you want to die Maybe stardom isn't worth it You're not my mother ______________________________ ______________________________ Should I go to her door or will we just ignore Inside my head Something's gotta give I'm laying restless With nothing to do, there's no pressuring Let's just be friends, give it up, move on Off in our own world things are perfect 9:30, I am still running late 12:30, I go for a drive Open that box of memories Anger at my family for what they put me through Maybe you'll still think about me night Did you do a double take to me ______________________________ I got the family to call my own I know what you want Hide my thoughts and my feelings Is to say you had your chance Which wasn't a conquest I guess forever does end I chased you in a dream But you've been here this whole time But still I ask the question It just hurts and hurts Wishing I would die Fall to my knees Shone through your eyes I just try to try for you I think it should I woke up from my dream That leads me home each time I see you shine I'm sorry It's nearly 3 am And I never stayed out Listen, look back and talk to me ______________________________ This bed is empty And that is the truth It's Christmas time why am I so pissed? I never even stood a chance Just so I can get laid And now things are calmer I got nothing to lose and so much to gain I've been immature for way too long. Your blue pajama bottoms I'll tell you now People say "I'll love you forver" I always see At least I know I'm alive Don't go, don't leave So you say you're lost Pain lets me know I'm alive Even though I want to That it's beautiful Move on Let me know if my words sting I remember the summer These walls are so bland What would they think Do you have something to say? I’m someone to trust Would I ever be complete again? Fuck you all you blew it all Just cause it makes you feel good For someone to listen and understand And now I just have to say Not on Christmas Junior year, Danielle at school I know already, that we've made the front page Looking at each other You're endorsing cellular phones So here's the plan; Saturday we go So I'll just walk away And there I don't know When I think of her I’m sitting here realizing I’m about to lose you I can't find you anywhere And whenever I get into love I think I hope you hate You’ve opened up And I close out this world's lies No one sees me while I crawl This isn't right In the moments before we die Nothing has felt the same We'll turn it up, so everyone feels the base 8:30, work began at 8 You're not the person I thought I knew A day off is something I need And I'll be so green, my second chance is shot I want Angry Commiseration to be a household name To all the girls I’ve liked To all the ones that rejected me You can't take it I just need to try to be set free Waiting here thinking of excuses you will use Or if I'm wrong A secret I would never tell ______________________________ And I know Will she see anything in me? Maybe stardom just isn't worth it Not on Christmas No, you can't, don't do this to me And she likes to act fake Innocent, sweet and soft As the morning comes Then I gave it up Whenever you want I still talk to her while she's away So talk to me The first sound I hear This life will just Writing songs that I’d never play Cause And don't leave me He goes to sleep I'm alone Of things that I couldn't go on, I was just stuck Night I fall asleep But in my mind we're so close It's Christmas, we're celebrating "I'm sorry" ______________________________ I thought that you were nice To do those things you do I found you in a dream Of twenty different clubs People say you always will be You say you’ll try I'm sorry To lay beside It won't be fixed with just an apology No not anymore Let me know if my words sting Let’s discuss But you make me care, you make me try 'Cause you're not the same No, you can't, don't do this to me Maybe overthinking things People say you always will be That I'd forget? How much longer can I tough it I know, it's true I won't be with friends or family I keep going back to you As much as it is paining Down to the docks and play an illegal rock show Of the things we did the pain that we share And I'll read your all the time And in this moment everything feels right My disgust ______________________________ He bikes back to the bar Playing constantly Will I pretend? ______________________________ To all the girls I’ve tried About how you and everyone else fits in ______________________________ To help me love again You can’t hide This bed is empty This time will I tell her, or end up looking like a geek? Fuck you all you blew it all ______________________________ Maybe tomorrow you will be back here That horny 15 teen year old ______________________________ When I wake up in the morning and see your beautiful face I don't know how much I can take And you're the first people to which this secret's told That I can give it to You can't be looking for your future I just wanna be rich and famous Telling the same lie And even though we're not together Knowing what might happen Love me for what I am It still seems like fall I hope you remember and relive We did what we did Whenever you want I want to say You miss your real friends From her wrist not from her eyes Thanksgiving has just passed Hide behind four little walls I've left myself behind What's important to you and to me It could be pop pussy punk As much as it is paining So close the door You seem so fake to me The point of this all It seems like forever It isn't easy falling in love Morning I wake up in the afternoon I woke up, went on with my life Now, don't get me wrong I turn and look the other way I wanna win 6 awards at the VMAs Maybe tonight we'll be dating (Or maybe not...) To all the girls I’ve tried Maybe tomorrow you will be back here And even if it's for the best Fuck you all you blew it all I'm counting days until she gets back Maybe it's a learned lesson (That in two months I've forgot) Just listen to what I say Talk to me now I'll have to bide my time And even if I'm not Maybe it's a mixed message Once before to help with a promise Maybe being crazy is the way to stay sane A child's laughter as he opens his gift Look up, stars burning up the sky What's done is done When it's over you can find me waiting Because I'll never forget when my life got bad Of the things that you coulda changed? Innocent, sweet and soft Don't leave me lost in the dark It's time that I grow up This is the last time, I think about you Don't ever look back ______________________________ So I had to tell you all TV specials that have been the same So I'll try to listen And I'm a spring person I feel like a ghost But it's just a lie You say you don’t ______________________________ Like to talk Fuck all your apologies, we don't want you back But there's still alot in store We laugh, we cry I'll wonder, "Did you ever miss me?" But all those tries were just a waste She wishes she never lived While you set your thoughts free She remembers, she relives And I'll think about that new guy And you believe that God's not satisfied And a pillow beneath my head This pain So if I call So take back your Jingle Bells I just wanna be mainstream You've got no inspiration Sit straight up ______________________________ She gives all of her While you're laughing with family and friends While you set your thoughts free In a cloud of sheets Just cast me aside I tried to go on, but instead I cried If they found out? Just cause it feels right I couldn't do it That we're innocent A few minutes of awkward small talk I only like her when she's drinking So Maybe I'm missing You're all at your parties Fuck all your apologies, we don't want you back When I ate the vegetables I didn't like When it's over you can find me waiting I remember the help that was offered Just drift away I try to make you understand I'm not like the rest of them Cause you're just a buncha sellouts The moment we met it's just emotions that I bring I’m someone to trust Use me too We can't do this No one will think of me ______________________________ Move on It's not just a phrase Was it compliments Maybe it's a learned lesson (That in two months I've forgot) ______________________________ Is the source of my problems They'll be the ones to tell me I look at your tree's lights Don't go, don't leave I just don't tell you, I try to hide it Is your hair..fragrances of shampoo that linger still Not on Christmas Morning I wake up That you want me baby I hear you in songs As I'm sitting here I’ll just find them, set them free Cause you're just a buncha sellouts As we're colored like a Christmas tree ______________________________ New Year's won't come too fast I want to find love again And I'll be so green, my second chance is shot Be falling in love again It won't be the first time Doesn't mean it's not bad You're not my mother anymore And his car is still at the bar Just runaway Just so I could get drunk All the right answers when I didn't need them There is a white bandstand gazebo But I will always remember it Tell me why you always think people are mad Till 3 in morning What feels right today And ran around in I cried, huddled still cold and broke ______________________________ ______________________________ And I close out this world's lies Just climb or fall from the top? You've got your bags and they are packed I hope you have hundreds of times the pain To pieces again Stardom is certainly a job with perks So just throw me away Once again You're my family Open that box of memories It won't be fixed with just an apology So let's be rebels, this town will never be the same To all the ones that rejected me You're not my mother Will always have their place ______________________________ And what of air? I'll tell you now I can see the person that I want to be Another what I'm telling you I chased you in a dream And you're haunting all my dreams But I keep it inside You're ready and so am I All those times it was us Just cause it's something I regret Doesn't mean it's not bad Everything from me and you But still I'm going back to you Be right in the end? I hear all you've done is cry Maybe stardom just isn't worth it But, now it's nothing but dark And she knows that I'm thinking Show up to the table and put up You taught me what was wrong But you've lost our trust I need to get away you can come and find me And if we see each other again They were about to press The night went by so fast Should I give up? Am I a fool? Or at least I try to be Just fade away This isn't right Just cast me aside And in the end, decide to stay I'll keep waiting Wondering sprouting from my past But all I can think is "Where are you?" As I drape my arm over you and pull you against me As you removed the knife from it's bloody bed My name and our name That you are on my mind It's like I've hardly got them Are we for real or are we pretend? But not to this extreme Then why don't you just stop? At least no more take out Tell me what it is that's tying you down Not on Christmas Built up on such unsteady legs that put a smile on my face ______________________________ And it was snowing And what makes you happy now And that's what mainstream's all about You're lacking motivation What has happened How do I know that I'm still alive? To find out my purpose Before I have to Deck Your Halls ______________________________ What did she do? I hoped one day I'd be complete again Tired of this world sending me reeling Why won't she be with me? And baby, you're not there I woke up from a dream And I don't think I can stop Just climb or fall from the top? All I wanted was her sweet lips But just like everything else in my life It's the season of giving I couldn’t sleep for days No one will think of me Why won't she be with me? No not anymore No one will think of me Or if I'm wrong ______________________________ I just can't sleep Like your lips on mine I hope you suffer everyday that you live We'll make the most But do you think that I might And the curves of your body "I'm sorry" was the first thing that you said And I'll be so green, my second chance is shot Then there came Meghan And you're haunting all my dreams When all you do is hide Or will I She only likes me when she's drinking When we blow up and go mainstream The next, you're in my past Cause your life sure isn't perfect Then why don't you just stop? Cause I'm alone I found myself passed out on the floor I need a friend They're broken hearted today Do things in this world ever get fixed? I forget all my problems Just sit here next to me I'll be alone on Christmas Eve About what might happen if she comes over tonight As I do for you I woke up this morning ______________________________ Tear I cry I hope someone burns Charlie's tree So let's be rebels, steal our 15 minutes of fame You don’t know So how have you been? I wanna have sold out shows ______________________________ away Don't look back But it was just my silence you heard on the phone You're not the person who I thought I knew It's like I've hardly got them Of what could've been Emilie left town Would you like Was it compliments I never cheated She wishes she never lived Maybe one day I will love again After all those things I told myself I'm sorry for what I've done. Like the times I was there for you ______________________________ I won't treat my family the same Thinking of everything I wanted to say Even attention is not paid Hide behind four little walls I was never the guy Doesn't mean it's not wrong Eggnog and Santa shaped cookies Put a smile on, ignored the strife From her wrist not from her eyes Doesn't mean it's not bad This bed is empty And I know that she's thinking Fade away There's no dirt on our hands At night she cries Just like you, I try to deny it As I press my lips against yours, bringing you back from a dream...and into another... Back at it Flying high as a kite My thoughts are only fantasy I threw the cutter, solved it, nice and neat At the finish line I only want you Maybe I'll be kept awake, maybe I'll sleep tight Maybe tomorrow you will be back here Forgive me We had our first kiss With the way you've led your life How do I know that I'm alive? I won't try to pretend ______________________________ I always have this feeling to just shout and scream But anyway ______________________________ I'll leave us behind Tell me that you need me too Just you and me And I always fall for the hardest ones What this whole thing did to me Why won't she be with me? Today is the last day Alone with a box of memories I would just solve them And a pillow beneath my head Maybe I'll be kept awake, maybe I'll sleep tight Cause the only time I play with balls And when I'm with her It's yours to keep so long as it doesn't break Have my songs played on the radio Metal and flesh Where I took you out to dinner Doesn't mean I'll try to forget Take all the time that you need Angry at myself for what I was about to do I try to hide it, but it's obvious I want her Laying there, I sweat in silence Tinsel, shiny lights and candy canes No more of this Your blue pajama bottoms I am a better person At the street lights, he's on his bike It isn't easy falling in love The times I thought of giving up With his wrist and a knife On Valentine's We had our first kiss Cause I'm alone Together?" I don’t like your mind closed shut Your thoughts from me My thoughts are only fantasy It just racks her brain I found you in a dream And am I to assume You break down at least once a month And what makes you happy now I’ll just find them, set them free I don’t like your mind closed shut I didn't want to let go I won't try to pretend Tired of this world sending me reeling I've got a broken heart What feels right today Out without a doubt I remember this place And I don’t mean ______________________________ There's a chance it'll still float So let's be rebels, steal our 15 minutes of fame Would I fail, should I give it up? What happened to being friends? You want to let go Why won't she be with me? And it was snowing We'll setup our amps 'cause we don't give a fuck Telling the same lie That I never took my shoes off Can we make amends? And when I see her Whenever you need Sometimes it feels useless This would be the second time they kissed And in the end, decide to stay But the sun was out ______________________________ You may or may not come back Since the night we first met I don't wanna be I hear you in songs ______________________________ I’ve saved my last dance Everyday Maybe I'm missing Have that something something? ______________________________ We'll rock out, and throw a finger in your face Did you? Me and wake up in my arms? I'm ready to go Doesn't mean we can't get along I've had enough of Rudolph Take me back to that Friday night I'll wonder, "Did you ever miss me?" Whenever you want I've got this broken heart Just how fast times flies I'll leave us behind Time after time And I've been gasping It's my fault I'm alone for the holidays I think alot about before where I was and where I am That I'll call Did you feel your cheeks blush? I realize what's deep inside The dates and homecoming Did you? Fuck all your apologies, we don't want you back "I'm sorry" If the jury's difficult, bribery always works Till I got kicked out ______________________________ They would never take me All those and jokes, all those laughs we shared And I'm trying I'm trying to understand, I just wanna try for you Together but alone Cause I fall asleep Morning I wake up, thinking it was much too soon Only I'm not showing But it's just another Christmas alone for me No not anymore We had our first kiss Cause you are the star in the sky in my mind This bed is empty All alone in your room? She was scared because I stalked She remembers, she relives I wanna be on MTV and on TRL Because of you We've lost so much There's something missing from this bed I hope you suffer Lies to each other, mutual defiance When I trust you not Forever seems to go so fast It can't be like this Or is it crazy to go? Empty picture frames What feels right today So I guess it's over And I know things get better eventually We'll soon all be down in the dregs Well just FUCK OFF! I’ve saved my last dance Or say something dumb So nothing is wrong Just let you take me Forgive me I bet they'd be appalled You ignored me Bad karma's sneaking up behind me Just the moments and us Doesn't mean I want to forget You can’t hide Careless, no worries and no fears Both of us not saying a thing But it's just another Christmas alone for me And now I must confess I see your face in a crowd I feel I messed up To all the girls I’ve tried ______________________________ I'll think of you For how I feel inside I couldn't go on, I was just stuck Will you please be that friend? Have that something something? How I feel about this girl Tell me what's inside of me And I've never bumped rap It's like Why did you do it? To all the ones that lied But the wounds are too deep and sore When it's over you can find me waiting We did what we did Looking at each other Her words, they rescue me Tired of giving in This isn't right ______________________________ Because of you It was a complete reversal I don't deny I lost all hope So I guess it's over I don't care if it's tough One night I thought about just ending it all I hope you regret Maybe tonight we'll be dating (Or maybe not...) And then mommy and daddy And I know you'll be red So I wrote an apology You've got gifts beneath your tree I'm sorry My feelings are free You taught me how to feel ______________________________ And now I'm thinking We'll get there early before the true band can setup That could've been my wife People say you always will be This isn't right Would I fail, should I give it up? Or else I've gotta go. But I thought about it And my bags are packed I'm always thinking So please, please just listen Sometimes I feel like I'm gonna blow. Or lost without hope A different hand Talk to me now So please, please just listen I'll never forget your face I only want you I was never good at sports ______________________________ But you tried to fake it So now I'm asking you my friend And I know what you're thinking And I see you everywhere The fate and destiny waiting out there? I found who fills that empty space I'll tell you now Move on To all the ones that lied She wakes up early after a night of staying out late So just throw me away I wanna be on the cover of every music magazine But still I feel the same All those notes that we wrote To all the ones that lied For what you did And you know, he'll do it all again Have lyrics everyone remembers and knows Notes and cards a picture or two That makes a guy moan when she sucks his dick I'm just stuck with this dark and cold December ______________________________ To all the girls I’ve liked I was tired, broken, on the edge I just try to try for you If I'm thinking of you? To them, love is a game About what might happen if she comes over tonight I just hope that He lets you see But still I just It's just too bad my perfect girl Maybe I'll be kept awake, maybe I'll sleep tight What feels right today But still I ask the question Just pleading, "Tell me where we stand" Night I fall asleep Off to work, working 9 to 5 Could I have loved you a little more? Eggnog and Santa shaped cookies I won't be with friends or family This song is dedicated to you Since long before I can remember This is the last At night do you feel the same? Of you again and again And so do you You're ready and so am I Even if it's something I regret Sitting on the gymnasium floor I guess it's over Let me know if my words sting I turn and look the other way I remember the nights of sleeping outside Living a lie Let's just ignore the game I'll be here waiting Maybe I deserved punishment Cause your life sure isn't perfect But I don't want to be alone Tell why we're here, I've forgot remind me Was it compliments To all the girls I’ve tried Just stay out of my life What happened to being friends? Was it too much to take? You'll be red hot What has happened I asked her to go to a dance Before I thought about getting laid Looking back I can see But still I'm going back to you This life will just Is the source of my problems But still I ask the question You're all at your parties I forget all my problems Is to say you had your chance Only I'm not showing I'm not like the rest of them Just cast me aside Please just stop I can't take anymore Wishing I would die It's my fault I wouldn't be who I am Thinking of me too So let's be rebels, we'll drive those old bastards insane Not on Christmas If I give her a flower, will she even care? But those thoughts don't need to be thunk And I remember your face I've had too much to handle It hasn't snowed at all To be mean And when I wake So merry fucking Christmas Cause we won't do one thing at all So no more hiding The truth I’ve saved my last dance And what you did Cool breeze reminds me I am alive Or at least I try to be Let's not have talk that's fake ______________________________ So now I'm telling you my friend The point of this all I forget all my problems I see your face on movie screens You've got gifts beneath your tree But my heart's still broken The ones who're helping me still today And when I see her Lie and say I'm over her but pine away alone and silent The last night I fall asleep And then wonder why did I even bother to try it You're ready and so am I For a moment, let's just pretend Did you do a double take to me And I never had a story ______________________________ Won't you stay until the end? Knowing what might happen I remember getting less My thoughts are only fantasy Once again back to the daily grind Don't go, don't leave And I never knew the girl next door With thoughts of you So please, please just listen So what if the press is in your life? If I give her a flower, will she even care? Maybe one day I will love again ______________________________ The point of this all ______________________________ 1500 miles away At the finish line To have you at my side That I can give it to So now I'm asking you my friend And I know You're not my mother ______________________________ In a cloud of sheets Your scent still haunts the sheets Was it not enough space? Tear I cry You're without a cause And had sex with a girl With a porno vid If he comes to realize A half million dollar BMW is what you drive I forget all my problems Promise one thing? These aren't just lines Not on Christmas Move on ______________________________ And I've been thinking Is that so much for me to be asking? And when I'm with her With little clouds on them I'll wonder, "Did you ever miss me?" All you're giving me is pissed And in the end, decide to stay On your side of my bed With the time we'll have together And even if it's for the best How do I know that I'm alive? Looking at each other But as I rest my head Close the door To help me love again No one sees me while I crawl We all miss our younger years This isn't right Will you remember? When I think of her Time after time I'll tell you now Your blue pajama bottoms And am I to assume But still I'm going back to you There was Nicole in 5th grade I just wanna hear those 16 and 17 year old girls sing So let's be rebels, we'll make ourselves a name Do you think we might One day we're here together At the finish line Don't go away, I need you here beside me I'm sorry I'm fighting with emotions that are This life will just Are you thinking She doesn't yell or berate me But, I didn't and maybe I still don't Maybe you'll still think about me night Is to say you had your chance But ignorance is bliss We both made mistakes But as soon as I had the chance That you'll keep in touch I guess it's just cause Santa hates me "Why can't we stay You want to let go As we're colored like a Christmas tree Just moved me You're not my friends I turn and look the other way You have a special card that reads I don't want anything to do with you I just have one thing to say Would that be such a bad thing? I just know And walked through the streets And I'll be so green, my second chance is shot But it's just another Christmas alone for me I'll be here waiting No not anymore Katie, I’ve saved my last dance Maybe you'll wave Telling the same lie Silently whispers an awful wish My first touch So I guess it's over And I hope that you I loved you in a dream Might be wrong tomorrow I never had straight A's And I think I might will end in disaster To all the ones that rejected me So I'll try to listen I don't know why So I guess it's over This bed is empty Whenever you need I'm alone Don't change, let things stay the same Hold on to me even after the music stops That'll leave me hurting To all the girls I’ve liked I am a better person I turned the other way Just another sad story And all the things that happened I couldn't go on, I was just stuck Just cause it feels right Was it too much to take? I wanna hear those 16 and 17 year old girls scream Those thoughts are still there This bed is empty Will she see anything, will she see anything in me? Those thoughts just come in one attack I never went to a party Dialing six numbers then hanging up the call Song I write I guess it's cause Santa hates me Time after time As you removed the knife from it's bloody bed Just cause it's something I regret I got this awful feeling in my stomach As we're colored like a Christmas tree I only like her when she's stoned And that's what mainstream's all about And I know what you're thinking So let's go, you want to? Ahh, yes I do Would I ever be complete again? Even attention is not paid Dedicated I wanna hear those 16 and 17 year old girls scream I can honestly say Yeah! My first smell And the curves of your body So no more hiding Nothing compared to what you dealt with Away, oh yeah away baby The point of this all The number 1 CD that sells ______________________________ Just lay here next to me Without you on your side Not the person that praised me I guess it's over And I know you'll be red Uselessness they knock me on my ass Would I fail, should I give it up? Fuck you all you blew it all The times of not giving a fuck When you've got friends? Trying to find a cool spot for my head ______________________________ Maybe tomorrow things will seem more clear Maybe overthinking things Was it not enough space? Just last summer a whole list My name and our name Just let you take me ______________________________ And I've been thinking Notes and cards a picture or two Be falling in love again I'll turn your face red when you're feeling blue As you sit around your Christmas tree Your eyes say different Maybe this time I'll say the right thing And no one heard from me I'll tell you now Let's just live in memories I don't want to live in regret It's not been too long We all have regrets Might be wrong tomorrow I just wish that love wasn't so paining, and it goes When I go out somewhere I want fans to make a scene Like an emotional hermit Silently whispers an awful wish That I'd forget? I would just solve them I'm ready to go ______________________________ And taught me to ride a bike This bed is empty When it's dark and I shut my eyes ______________________________ Knowing what might happen You never live life Gotta move forward It won't be an easy ride Maybe I'll smile I've lost my wars I'm either hurting or I'm loving Maybe this time I'll say the right thing Or if I'm wrong And with this fire I've tried The pillows hear me confess So let's be rebels, we'll make ourselves a name Today is the last day You took out the pieces She only likes me when she's stoned And I close out this world's lies Don't get images in your head So muchly Life's so short So I find myself at your feet again She has this smile when she gets this look At least inside of me I'll wonder, "Did you ever miss me?" And I always fall for the hardest ones At night she cries I woke up this morning But the looks that you gave I want to find love again The times that I faultered Just pleading, "Tell me where we stand" This is the last time I No not anymore And as you sit there Or say something dumb "Get out of jail for free" Cause I would like That you want me baby But just like everything else in my life At least to you But it's on the mend I didn't like my liver much anyway Could one day bring sorrow Maybe it's a learned lesson (That in two months I've forgot) At night she cries So I find myself at your feet again Where the town was dark Cause I need you here So was my wrist The way you treated me was fucking lame Away I'm alone for the holidays But I don’t want you to That I've coined myself Fuck you all you blew it all Until we look "I'm sorry" was the first thing that you said Just so I could knock me You're not my mother anymore Will she see anything in me? And Away, yeah away baby And when I'm with her I've left myself behind Thinking about you all the time Since the moment you left I just know ______________________________ Was it too much to take? ______________________________ Talk to me now Alone, 2 AM at my wit's end And so do you Cause of me When I think of her Even when I could Be me and you Hold on to me as the lights drop Say I’m over you Under the covers 'Cause in our own world things are perfect While you set your thoughts free We never see Just drift away Then in 7th I found blonde As we're colored like a Christmas tree I waste my days dreaming about her She only likes me when she's baked I remember you picked me up, dusted me off You've left my life and me staring at the sidewalk My thoughts are only fantasy ______________________________ Just like you, it isn't there You say you won't Not the person who taught me to tie my shoes I drifted away You know it'll hurt even though it's the truth You are so far away I'll walk up to the mike and give a punk scream I know I should care I write about you The times my walls caved in It makes me wanna scream Put on smile on when you arrive ______________________________ I don’t like your mind closed shut When we go mainstream But she never liked to talk I know she's good, friends told me about her trick But then end up giving you reasons why You're not ready and so am I I won't give it up, I won't give in Don't go, don't leave And baby, you're not there We laugh, we cry Will you please be that friend? Freshmen year I loved Michelle Mistaking each other's words Will there be a new guy that I have to meet? ______________________________ To all the ones that lied I only want you All you do is complain Just cause it makes you feel good She remembers, she relives Maybe tomorrow you will be back here I'm turning out okay But the sun was out Or go out, break up, not friends, choose one You want to let go I saw you today I only like her when she's flying Maybe being crazy is the way to stay sane I've fought my battles Just hear me out before you run away Because you stole my breath I see your face on movie screens Hours late without your call I am a better person And you weren't in my life So tell me again those random things You may or may not come back So just throw me away We laugh, we cry "I'm sorry" I'm getting sick and tired of this ______________________________ This isn't right And climbed over a bridge I wouldn't sleep cold and alone Your smile, your eyes So here I am again All around At the finish line ______________________________ Even if you feel like you're filled with lead And it goes 1 2 3 I fell down at the 4 You're not ready and so am I We still tried I keep going back to you Let's not have to pretend With little clouds on them On your side of my bed I've got this broken heart Three weeks later Just know that you’re eternally damned But, that's alright man, that's okay We'll have egos so big even the President couldn't contain us So I just gave up With little clouds on them I was playing Power Rangers in the yard But we know we can't stop You can go try to find yourself At least I know I'm alive To all the ones that rejected me Try to change, let me feel your pain I had been broken in You're not ready and so am I I'm walking, 12 past 12 at night Doesn't mean I want to forget Just cast me aside My longing look's embarrassing And I hope that fat bastard falls I'll tell you now I’d just regret it a million times I'll take your hand, if you take my hand too I'll be here waiting I feel that I'll never know Maybe tonight we'll be dating (Or maybe not...) So I'll try to listen It's feels like it's crashing down baby This bed is empty You were watching heartbreak on TV I was watching you I wouldn't be who I am Alone, 2 AM at my wit's end Cause so has the whole world Do you really need me? Tear I cry Like the images With the perfect life You can have me baby Doesn't mean we can't get along I give her all of me And when I see her Doesn't mean I'll try to forget I'll ask, plead, beg and demand Rachel became a slut And here we go, we're off again At least to you Fall to my knees Doesn't mean you can't be sad And I know you'll be red So let's go, you want to? I lost so much, I gave so much up Or at least I try to be Alone, 2 AM at my wit's end And no hollow nights I fall asleep I wanna be the number 1 video As she turns and looks at me There's only so much I can do That you want me baby It won't be fixed with just an apology I wish you could be my first sight Like an emotional hermit No one sees me while I crawl About you And I think I might As she turns and looks at me I'll have kept mine Tell me those things you'd see in me ______________________________ Everything I have left of me and you And am I to assume But the wounds are too deep and sore I was never that cold kid Cause your last movie stunk I thought that you were kind But the wounds are too deep and sore But right now So I'll just walk away And I think I might Tired of this shit when's it gonna stop? Then why don't you just stop? At the finish line And since you left me Innocent, sweet and soft Sarah, skinny smart and never wrong Knowing what might happen I see decorations in your window panes Forgive me Whoa-oh-oh-oh Or at least I try to be Inside and outside completely This isn't right Completely brand new My first taste Cause I've thought the same thoughts you just thunk I guess forever does end Could one day bring sorrow Just so I could stumble in It was just another nightmare So if I do the wrong thing This helped me meet me The help that I refused I think I said this earlier today Might be wrong tomorrow From her wrist not from her eyes Until then I'll be alone inside my mind Don't ever look back And when the cops come, to take us away To find out my purpose We still tried You've got friends and family I'm always thinking And so do I I've got a broken heart ______________________________ Just stay and talk to me ______________________________ ______________________________ And what you did Alone, 2 AM at my wit's end You don’t know she hides the pain Forgive me I held you that night ______________________________ As you removed the knife from it's bloody bed And the last time I was on Honor Roll To all the girls I’ve tried I've got a broken heart You were with me in this bed Emilie, Liz again, Rachel then Christy All the times that my soul was sore I'll never forget your face All the times the we talk I didn't care, wouldn't listen to any friends A semi-decent family was my only dream You're not my mother Who needs to sleep? You want to let go It won't be an easy ride But still I ask the question I just hope that He lets you see All alone in your room? I drift away and start banging my head Since you broke my heart I'm not perfect, too many flaws Since I was an infant, a child then a kid My longing look's embarrassing I only like her when she's baked I was ready, the blade was out God can’t forgive My longing look's embarrassing Just listen to what I have to say And when I see her 10 years from now, will I see you walking down the street? Maybe it's a mixed message I've had trial by fire Ahh, yes I do So how have you been? But you're still in my heart How could you possibly wish you were dead? And as I fall asleep Did it mean as much to you as it meant to me? And I tried to tell you my feelings No one deserves And I never will Is your shallow, sleepy breathes... It was you that laid it to rest, inside my back 10:30, no one sees me arrive Liked girls at work, what fool Fuck all your apologies, we don't want you back and I hope someone melts Frosty So I guess it's over To move into my friend's house My longing look's embarrassing That's what get when you get a sixth wife oh yeah So here I am again Because of you Sometimes you don't seem true But you never live life I'll see you next year Were we just a spark in the fire? I was looking at you too I miss the cool beach sand I'll see everything They didn't understand what it was like Should you? It won't be an easy ride Cause Song I write And now my sleep is constant nightmare You're not my mother anymore I'll have to bide my time Maybe it's a mixed message His wife will ask where he's been Night that I fall asleep Just buy a new one Even attention is not paid Would I ever be complete again? Just stay out of my life When I need you most So let's be rebels, we'll drive those old bastards insane That horny 15 teen year old This Christmas could've been as bright Sometimes my thoughts begin to wander Where I snuck out a window I'm either hurting or I'm loving Just runaway You don’t see her everyday And I always fall for the hardest ones Do you really need me? ______________________________ And since you left me Your smile, your eyes Is a reply just a dream? I thought it was because I was weak I look at all the gifts I don't know why Going back, you've been here before And a pillow beneath my head If life had dealt me I loved you in a dream Maybe you'll still think about me night Liz just ignored me Doesn't mean you can't be sad So I just gave up She listens to my summer stories, acting interested Is to say you had your chance